Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Fate or Coincidence?

Last day of MPW and the commencement of degree. I'll just fast forward to the part where I was late for my supposed to be 2nd lecture but actually was my first because I had to skip the actual 1st lecture to sit for the Moral exam. LOL. That was a long and quite confusing sentence.

So, after the exam I went home and then I watched Bleach & One Piece. I even made a mental note so I'll get to Uni earlier. Apparently, even my brain too was hypnotized by the anime I was watching because it altered my eyes so when I looked at the clock, I saw that it was still way too early to go. Suddenly, my mum yelled and asked : "Ana! Lu bo tak chek hia???" I was so full of myself at the time and I answered : "4.30pm la!" She said: "Lu si siaw ha? Si diam pua chut liao!" And I was like OMG! So I rushed and my mum asked me to drive since it was just an hour lecture.

When I reached, I saw him! He had that cute expression on his face and for a moment there I thought he either recognized my car or actually saw me. I seriously thought of waving to him but luckily I caught myself before I did. It would be so embarrassing if I waved and he just frowned or if he did not see me. =___= Besides, I was too busy acting cool blasting music in the car. WHY THE HELL DIDN'T I WAVE??? IDIOT!? What's life without taking chances? I regret it so much now. ='( My hand was coming up but my brain was trying to control and stop my body from doing what it was doing by instinct. My brain won the war and left me regretting about it.

But, just getting a glimpse of him made my heart skip a beat and I smiled for no reason like an idiot after I took a right turning. I did not dare to even look at the rear view mirror because I think if I did, I'd have crashed into the signs and cones at the side of the road. Pitiful huh.

I did think of seeing him today since it is the commencement of degree but I tried to not put my hopes up because every time I do, I just get disappointed more. I wanna dedicate this song to anyone reading this and HIM... Though I know he won't be reading this.

Kimi Ni Todoke by May

Here's the link. I can't upload the video. =____=

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEvX1EhBN0E&feature=related

Douka ima dake wa furimukanaide

Yuugure sawagu kaze fure sou na kyori

Kimi wo mitsumeteru zutto

Kimi ni todoke kimi ni todoke

Kanawanai koi de mo ii kizutsuite mo ii

Nan do demo tsutaetai

Kimi ga suki de kimi ga suki de

Nemurenai yoru demo ii

Asa ga konakute mo ii

Nan do demo tsutaetai kimi ni todoke

Kyou mo omoide ga hitotsu fueteku

Tame iki tame rai sae itoshii kurai

Kimi wo matte ita zutto

Kimi ni todoke kimi ni todoke

Kanawanai koi de mo ii

Kizutsuite mo ii

Nan do demo tsutaetai

Kimi ga suki de kimi ga suki de

Nemurenai yoru demo ii

Asa ga konakute mo ii

Nan do demo tsutaetai kimi ni todoke

Kimi ni todoke kimi ni todoke

Kanawanai koi de mo ii

Kizutsuite mo ii

Nan do demo tsutaetai

Kimi ga suki de kimi ga suki de

Nemurenai yoru demo ii

Asa ga konakute mo ii

Nan do demo tsutaetai kimi ni todoke

Translation

Please, just for now, please don't turn around

The evening, the rustling wind, the distance of us nearly touching
I could keep looking at you, forever
I'm reaching to you, I'm reaching to you
Even an unrequited love would be fine, to get hurt too would be fine
No matter how many times, I want to tell you
I like you, I like you
Even sleepless nights would be fine,

If morning didn't come it would be fine

No matter how many times, I want to tell you,

I'm reaching to you

Today too, my memories of you increase

Your sigh, even if it's only a hesitation, is still dear to me

I have waited for you, forever

I'm reaching to you, I'm reaching to you

Even an unrequited love would be fine,

To get hurt too would be fine

No matter how many times, I want to tell you

I like you, I like you

Even sleepless nights would be fine,

If morning didn't come it would be fine

No matter how many times, I want to tell you,

I'm reaching to you


I'm reaching to you, I'm reaching to you

Even an unrequited love would be fine,

To get hurt too would be fine

No matter how many times, I want to tell you

I like you, I like you

Even sleepless nights would be fine,

If morning didn't come it would be fine

No matter how many times, i want to tell you,

I'm reaching to you…

P.S :This was supposed to be posted yesterday, 21st of Feb but there was technical errors so here it is...

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