T.I.S.

This morning was him, now it's her?! WTF. No remote to come in so I climbed the wall. Told her and I got scolded. So its my fault for not taking the remote. Last time I took it I tiok cheng! Said I didn't gao dai that I go out. So WTF did I leave the note on the table for? Said that i think im an Adult already so move out! Not that I contribute anything in this house. Fk this shit. If I knew this was gonna happen I shouldn't have did the laundry even. This thought was lingering in my mind for some time dy. Maybe it's time for me to move. Or time for me to just die. Nothing is gonna change anyways since I'm always never at home. Stay at home say I don't exercise. Go out swimming n do martial arts say I'm never at home. Just because You didn't see doesn't mean that I did not do the fking chores. It just means tht I don't like to be seen. No pocket money so I need to work la.Dammit. That's y I'm always never at home! Always said that u want something, earn yourself. And now I'm the one whos wrong? If there's a steady flow of pocket money every month, there won't be this situation. I'm fking trying to cut Ur fking expenses by trying my best not to get money from u. I'm asking too much. I'm the worst kind of my kind huh. I guess I am. Well tough luck. Probably you'd be better off giving me up for adoption. I wonder if I should just disappear. It would make everyone's life so much more easier.

憎しみ

你以为这样威胁我，我就会屈服了吗？ 从现在开始我会更加讨厌你。什么都可以讲，你偏偏要扯到没关系的人？ 要骂要打就冲着我来！ 说人家没家教，你牵连到没关系的人，根本不知道发生什么事的人，你更没家教。我觉得我们的关系永远都不会进步了。有变化也只会往坏的方面进展。就这样，是你，把距离拉得更远！