So I just came home from an early celebration with the gang for my 21 birthday. I'm supposed to feel happy but somehow I feel "heavy". I don't want to turn 21 yet because age comes with responsibilities.
Well that isn't why I wanted to blog. The main reason is cz of my BFF n his crush. Not sure if that is even the right term for her. Actually he was supposed to meet her at 10 but I didn't know. Sending me back, he told me about his plan and I saw the text she sent to him. Deep down I felt hurt because I pictured myself in his shoes. I don't know why but I feel really sad when I saw his expression even though I was just looking at him from the side...
So now you understand how I felt that time when I waited up for him till 1am, 2am for 2 nights. And you asked him to apologise for you. If you really were sorry, you could have FB msg me. You've only waited an hour and you're complaining? How can you send something like that to hurt him? It's not his fault anyways. I even apologised to you. So what? My birthday isn't as important as meeting you huh? He must prioritise you first?
I feel so frustrated. Stop acting like a spoilt brat. Just because you missed supper with friends doesn't mean that you can vent your anger at him. If it were up to me, I'd rather you not see him anymore at all. That way he can open his eyes and see that there are so many much better girls out there than you. For hurting him like that. Honestly, I hate you. I can't really say that to your face so I guess this'll have to do.
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
日常 Part 4
I didn't realise that it's gonna be a new year tomorrow at 12am. Time really flies. Next year, I'm going to be in my final year... I really hope the insurance industry will work out for me... If not I think I'm going to go and be a kindergarten teacher. Maybe in Japan. Haha...
Man... It's so hot and it's torture when I can't have cold drinks. =_= well...if its hot and it'll help me burn off some fat through sweating I'll endure it!! (For how long I don't know though...)
I think I'll go and buy the empty jar and the star paper for the new year. =) gonna write down every thing that made me happy in 2013!! =D
This post was supposed to be posted 3 days ago but I kept forgetting. So here it is... I'll probably post another one later or tomorrow... TTFN!
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