It's only the 4th week and I feel like I'm in the 8th week. Have been bombarded by assignments, test, and even more assignments since week 2. Waking up at 3am to make sushi for sale is really taking a toll on me. It feels like my head is gonna drop off any second. It is so difficult to maintain good academics while balancing it out with work.
Final year projects are coming up and now I'm really not sure if I did the right thing by accepting the job offer. This is making me feel so depressed. Feel like crying. But I'm in the library and that would attract alot of attention if I did that. AGRH!!!!! Need to release my stress! Now regretting having volunteered to be the team leader for FYP because I don't know if I am up for the tasks. I feel like a really lousy and useless leader. No time management, don't know how to delegate stuff. I feel like a hopeless blob of nothingness.
This throbbing pain in my head isn't helping the situation either. If I were Misaki, I don't think I'd have to face this kind of problems. Probably. Then again, Misaki does not exist in the real world. SO FRUSTRATING!!! GOD, please help me through these troubled times.
WHY DOES IT NOT FEEL ANY BETTER even after writing this down?? Usually I'd feel so much better after letting it out. 誰かたすけてください・・・ 頭が痛い！ 泣きたい！ やるべきことがたくさんあります。 も間に合わない！！
