Today is Good Friday. And I realised that I'm the one making my own life complicated. In fact, I'm making it more complicated as I blog!
I know life isn't easy. And I guess I learnt that the hard way. Going to work as a part - timer in an audit firm DOES NOT help in making my life any easier. + Degree really sucks the life out of me. Then there's the HIM & HER situation. Haiz...
I know that things ain't gonna work out for me but I still wanna go out with the D gang (ask me if U wanna noe what's D gang). I guess its still because of him? I just can't get over it yet. BUT I feel so fake around her. I keep smiling and teasing her with him even when I just want to turn around and leave. I guess its still my fault because she does not know that I like him too.
Russ keeps telling me to leave her and have nothing to do with her but I don't know why I still have that wanting to be around her. Probably because of him too? I think its because of her that the distance between me & him is getting shorter but just as normal friends.
Hah! I wanted to know him better before I made any moves but I guess its just a little too late. Guess I can still use this opportunity to know him. Even if its just as a friend.
Bleh.
